怒鳴り散らす – part I

(to rant, rave)
so both of my assigned partners in self-defense are ANNOYING. the first one.
helen (last name unknown)
stats: some sort of african? short, prone to blacking out, not a good partner to practice on, smells unpleasant, a weenie, talks about korean pop (this pisses me off the most, i think), has like one two outfits [...]

拝啓、

ねぇ、分かるでしょう？
私たちの空所はいっぱいごみがある。
しかたないよ。
Let it be.
敬具、
名無し
I just hate the feeling of people thinking that they’re
better, smarter, more important, higher, brighter, more liked
than me.
I can just feel it, radiating out from their annoying egotistical selves.
I hate feeling stupid and I hate feeling inferior even though I actually might be.
But everyone’s good at they’re own thing. Because I realize that, [...]

school counselors

are jack-wads. the front desk lady too! they’re all lazy s.o.b.’s. they have no system what-so-ever, they don’t cater to the needs of kids, it’s hard to make appointments with them, and they want to impose their shit on your schedule/life.
i’ve been trying to get out of this LA class that i’ve been starting to [...]

legal

so i was planning a TINY dinner thing after school (not my official event haha) with like 5 friends at my friends house. we were gonna play katamari, eat ice cream cake, and basically chill. lol
so i asked my friend abe if him and his girlfriend were gonna go and he said no. so, i [...]

muffins i grew in my backyard

i’m currently uploading the last of the new york pictures to my facebook and then i’ll upload them onto here. i don’t want to write any more on my trip, though. school starts in two days, dammit! ):
but yeah. i just made some plum muffins. because plums are in season and i have a couple [...]

terminal shet

yeah, i don’t write anything new.. and while i was waiting in the terminal for like 6-7 more hours because i missed my flight, i just started typing crap. i mean, i had a lot of time to think about stuff… so, since i don’t have to write any new stuff, i will post it. [...]

it’s like lying down and spitting on yourself

what the fuck is wrong with me? my happiness is going down just like my energy.
for the past two days, i’ve been annoyed, touchy, gloomy, and just plain tired. i suppose ‘that time of the month’ is nearing, but it usually just makes me tired.
today was the last day of youthcan’s summer session and for [...]

oowee, movies galore.

so today, i watched 3 asian movies, all of them are quite famous.
the first one, i finished at about 2 am, which counts as TODAY, was Departures or おくりびと (okuribito). hao rec’d it to me the other day, but before school ended, we had exit interviews for japanese because sensei wanted to ask us about [...]

君を殺すと、大満足を感じるつもり

(if i kill you, i expect to feel great satisfaction)
yes, the spunerd. he just enjoys repeating shit over and over.
and sometimes, i just want to make a point. it’s not that i believe in what i’m saying, i’m bringing up a GODDAMN POINT, you jackass.
youthventure is fun, though.
so i came home ‘yesterday’ and [...]

shit list: damn little girl and facking spunerd

so yesterday, i had the worst morning i’ve ever had in any summer.
so there are three programs i attend.
mentor2college (m2c) at the nela center which is monday through wednesday from 9 AM – 12 PM and on thursdays, SOMETIMES 8 AM – 4 PM for college campus visits
youthventure (yv) at the nela center which is [...]