まだまだです。 a fat post and update on my life.

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(still got a ways to go.)

so why does sungmin make such naughty faces these days? i like it. lol

anyways, um. there’s so much to say but i really don’t wanna say any of it. haha

but then, i haven’t posted since last month and i wanna remember these things when i’m old and senile (hopefully i still know how to use a computer). hmm.. a list of things i could talk about…

-school (namely, chemistry and the old shitty us history and math, japanese!!, ap exams, mocks)
-friends (prom, romance?, pop up charles)
- the end of boys over flowers
-current anime that i love
-braces
-disappointments and pet peeves
-what i like in a person 
-mean girls
-eliot’s youtube crush (and maybe his real life one ふふふふ～)

i guess i’ll start from the top.

school has never changed. lol. yes, it’s still a pain the ass. history and math have been the same. but recently, i’ve been bogged down in chemistry, as well. it was a group lab thing, and we were numbered off so i wouldn’t be with my usual partner. i thought it would be okay… but it totally changed. my group was a bunch of shitheads who were basically assholes who wouldn’t do their work even if their grade depended on it. 

first, it started out well, and we were building the model of the fat molecule. but it was incorrect when my teacher came around to check it and they wouldn’t even change it!!! and there were other things we had to add on to it and if we add on more molecules or whatever, it’ll be incorrect. and this assignment was to be GRADED. and one of my team members says, “we’ll just use this piece of crap, i don’t care”. and it kept falling apart and GAH. and the other two just sit there like the piles of shit they are. so, i ask them to TRY to do something. and it was like i was scolding them or something. and what i was saying to them just wasn’t going into their brains and i was telling them that this assignment was going to be graded and we were gonna have tests and quizzes on this material. and they don’t even give a damn!!! i was tearing up and they both said, and i quote this, “i don’t think it’s a big deal”. WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY SMOKING?! so basically, that ruined my day.

it’s known that those two people are seriously slackers. i’ve been told that and i’ve seen it, but i didn’t think it would be like this. i guess i just never pictured myself to be working with them… okay. next item on the list. ap exams are coming up. and during the wasl days, we’re gonna have to come into school at normal time to prepare and whatnot. what a waste of time…

spring is also the time for prom! yesterday, i helped my friend ask his girlfriend to prom. it actually wasn’t that epic. lol

so the plan was that after school, everyone helping out was gonna go to uw. and four of his female friends (this included me) were to be at specific spots and held an envelope and rose. in the envelope was a clue to go to the next place. sounds alright, right? but that day, it was overcast. and moist… so, not the best day to do it. and my expectations were set too high for this. the clues were written on notebook paper and some of the words were crossed out as if edited. and the clues were horribly written. -.- he could’ve ALSO been wearing a tux or something. come now! 

and tonight, i just got a phone call from another friend. and her boyfriend asked her out BEAUTIFULLY. he set up 500 candles on alki beach and it spelled out prom. and once night fell, he took her to the pier and told her to look through one of the binocular thingies across the water. and she saw the “PROM” on the beach in candles. and then they went out to dinner. talk about well done. i applaud him!

ah, at school, one of my old friends came to visit the school. we talked a lot in that amount of time and dude, we completely each other’s sentences and laughed a whole lot. i get along great with him but i never ever see him! ): ):

and he totally got fml’ed. he told me and it was so sad. it totally deserves to be like number 1 on the page (after the teacher grabbing this kid’s boner thinking it was a cell phone, of course). but it should get up there.. so he went to the girl he like’s tennis match and brought flowers and stuff to her and was about to go up to her until she got under a blanket with this other guy on the grass. and so my friend waits for her to come out of the blanket, but she stays there until the end of the game, which is like 5 HOURS. and throughout that period of time, the guy who is under the blanket with her sometimes peeks out with a stupid face and sometimes gives mocking looks over to my friend. GAH. and then, the girl tells him, “oh, i didn’t know how to tell you”. bs. bs.bs. bs.

romance. ah, what a wonderful yet dreadful thing. haha, fortunately, as for me, THERE IS NONE. haha, mori. haha, hao.
i prefer window shopping, if you know what i mean. LOOK BUT DON’T TOUCH!!!

speaking of looking (and my list of things to talk about), boys over flowers has come to an end, to my dismay. the ending was pretty good. for some reason, i really like those time skip endings. haha like 4 years later. i have no idea why. lol 

FORTUNATELY, kim bum is in a new movie, 71. a war movie. people are hoping that it’ll be like taegukki except with pretty boys. hahah. but seriously, jandi SHOULDA ended up with jihoo. and the hospital girl should have stayed with junpyo. lol, she seriously came outta NO WHERE. oh, a girl at the hospital who i thought was like ten years old came to be junpyo’s girlfriend while he had amnesia and all of a sudden wanted to go study abroad. whaat? lol production really crammed a lot of action into that last episode. but i’m sooo happy about so-eul couple. haha, *meant to be together* YUSS. 

okay, next item… the anime that i’m in LOVE with is called 鉄コン筋クリート (Tekkon Kinkreet). the art is absolutely amazing. the backgrounds are just so gorgeous. i’d have to rank this above 5 Centimeters per Second. Both of these movies have great art, but 鉄コン筋クリート just has a better story. it kept me excited the whole time. And 宝町 was such a beautiful place. it looked so trashy and gritty, but i hella want to live there. screw the yakuzas!! haha. anyway, if this anime movie was better than 5CPS, then this one is like…. godly. seriously.

so, i got braces last wednesday. i got purple for GHS. haha, charles said they looked sexy. lololol
they’re a bit achy but they don’t hurt like i thought they would. i’m guessing that this is the highest level of pain i’ll experience because having separators was WAY more painful. so, i’m happy. and people say i look good being a metal mouth. haha. i guess i like it too. i mean, i don’t look unnatural  with them.

ah, i don’t want to talk about pet peeves. i already drained it out when i was talking about chemistry. haha.

okay, a more positive subject. what i like in a person. to be more specific, what i like in a guy. these days, when i think about this dude who i think is pretty cute, i can go through the day and smile for a couple seconds. even through chemistry and history classes. and it kind of got me thinking about what attracts me to a person. 

i like a:
-quiet person on the outside, but when they are alone with you or friends, they’ll open up
-mischievous person who likes to play stupid jokes on people
-refreshing, unique person who isn’t like other people
-person who can recharge me with their smile or presence 
-person who i can respect in some regard
-person who enjoys life (basically not an emo)
-person who isn’t full of ego

things i can overlook:
-immaturity (because i’m immature, too haha)
-bad handwriting
-idiotic laughing 

yeah, i guess i have a ‘type’ now? lol if mori reads this, i have no idea what will happen. hmm…

okay, so mean girls. i think i’ve met the meanest girl i’ve ever met in first grade. i went to school with her until 3rd grade, but she walked back into my life this year in junior year. i regret it. a lot of people don’t like her, and she is the strangest person ever. she thinks she is always right and beautiful and the most normal person in the world. she has no common sense and watches too much tv and obsesses over useless things, like a certain disney channel movie and celebrities. and she lies and is two faced. the most two faced person i’ve ever met. she is the epitome of a girl.

next and lastly, eliot’s youtube crush. harrrMONICA. she looks like marian, has my hair and sometimes clothes. but she has the MOST ANNOYINGLY HIGH VOICE EVER. lolololol and he thinks that she is bomb. lol

i mean, at school he asked me if he knew or heard or watched ‘monica’ on youtube and he was saying how bomb she was and whatnot. and blahblahblah. 

and then, there’s real life. and in reality, eliot is in love with one of my friends and readers. hahahahaahaahahahahahaahaahahahahahaahaahahahahahaahaahahahahahaahaahahahahahaahaahahahahaha
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don’t kill me.

so yes, that’s all for me.

1671 words.

thank you. good night and good luck. please looks at all the tags. lol

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