laugh in your loneliness

Today, of all days, I feel terribly alone. I think that by the end of this year, I won’t have any friends.
Because now, I feel that Melissa is gone. Because during the last half of lunch, I was already eating with Mayu… and earlier that morning, I had health class and we were going through ‘healthy [...]

ざけんなよ

(Screw you)
Yes, I’ve lost a friendship. Just like that. I feel like I’ve been cheated, as if something was robbed of me. And I know exactly what it was: time and effort. Every single time she was feeling down, I was always there to tape her back up. I was always there to encourage her [...]

자극

if i do my homework, i get rewards even if it means staying up later. this week is a killer, and next week will be the end. but it will be a battle. a battle indeed.
Due Tomorrow:
     Drawing: Sketchbook
     Math
Due Friday:
      APUSH: Chapters 16-18 Definitions + Thesis and Outline
      Chemistry: Balancing [...]

haha, wow. first hater, i’m flattered <3

hi apple. i’m definitely your biggest fan! 
you tell me these kinds of things and yet you read my stuff…
i’m just expressing what i think. but i really like korean dramas, to tell you the truth. and i’m a bit sorry to see you type that. 
“hahahaa u r such a crazy, unmatured and less-knowledge girl who [...]

エピソード２：大丈夫だ

So, episode 2 of 꽃보다 남자 was quite alright. JoonPyo is totally jealous of JiHoo and JanDi is the only thing he can’t buy with his unlimited supply of money. HO HO HO. What a sucker.
Anyways, had a weird dream. I was at school or something. It was a super new school, and the building was [...]

Watching the Korean version makes me angry. Seriously.

I’m watching 꽃보다 남자 basically because of HyunJoong, I’m sorry. I haven’t watched the Chinese one or the Japanese one.
And I thought I hated the F4 before? DAMN, I HATE THEM EVEN MORE. A group of evil, rich, donkeys. I mean, how can you do the stuff JoonPyo does? How can you seriously throw the [...]

i shall make a new video tonight… hopefully…

but i seriously need to get my priorities straight!
chemistry test tomorrow, gotta do some japanese (just a bit), skim an extra cred. book, imitation piece…
THEN, i’ll do it. but firstly, i need to send in all the other crud to hopefully go to japan this summer.
i mean it. lol,  i actually sent in the application. [...]

新年快了・明けましておめでとう・새해복만히바드세요

(happy new year, basically three times)
YEAH. it’s gonna be 2009 in a few hours. and i feel like i haven’t learned much this year.
but, it was an okay year and 09 is gonna be worse. yay ap classes.
i hope i don’t fail, hahaha!
ANYWAYSSSS…
My Artist of the Year of 2008: 東方神起
 
DUHHH. what’d you expect? with charts [...]