before i go into the above stuff, i just wanna say that i’m actually doing this college crap. i’m so nervous though. every box. every letter that i type. it freaks me out. the adrenaline is actually going. i’m so worried that i might forget something and i’m not sure that what i type is the best. and it annoys me that i’m not a legacy at a school that i actually want to go to. because my damn smart cousins just wandered off an chose to go to ivy leagues and other KILLER schools.
harvard? yale? stanford? mit? and then there’s university of denver. haha should i apply? they sent me one of those emails that say you can apply for free, no essay required. university of montana did that too. haha. montana. good place for astronomy, i hear. but anyway, i’ve pretty much finalized my list and kicked off cornish. the designer i met with didn’t recommend cornish because he went there. LOL
anyway… mount marojsdofj is about my cousin who currently goes to the university of washington. he’s the one who is closest (age-wise) to me. he works at a bubble tea place in downtown and they’ve recently cut hours so he doesn’t work as much. and yesterday, the fourth of october, was his birthday. the night before that, i had a strange dream. and i’m pretty sure that it’s supposed to mean something.
so, i was on a train with suzanne (she knows my cousin and she’s the youthcan assistant. i’m hella close to her). and she’s looking for this kid. and so i go run through every car of the train until i reach the end. and i find the kid. but the kid doesn’t wanna go. so i’m about to turn around and tell suzanne. but half-way through my turn, i see my cousin and he’s all packed up with his backpack and everything. so i ask him, “where are you going?”
he says, “i’m going away.”
so i ask, “why?” and he replies, “i’m going away to get money.”
“where?” i ask.
then, he says, “you’re the only one that knows that i’m going. so i’m only telling you.” and he motions to me to come closer and whispers, “i’m going to mount marojsdofj (something super long) in the philippines to live with a tribe. i’m gonna do two missions there and get a reward.”
so then i bid him farewell, and he leaves.
in my dream, i look up the mountain and the tribe there and it’s HELLA DANGEROUS.
then i wake up. and when i do, i think, “WAIT. IS MARVIN IN THE PHILIPPINES?!” LOL
i think something might happen to him. i dunno if it’s good or bad, but it’ll definitely be a journey. the next chapter in his life, perhaps? but i told him and he said that he’d “keep it in mind”. and he left to do his chinese homework. he’s graduating the spring, i think. a couple more credits.
i mean, he rarely comes up in my dreams and this one was kind of marvin-centric and it was his birthday too.
but yeah! interesting stuff!
anyway, went to leavenworth “yesterday”. ate jaeger schnitzel and spaetzel. DELICIOUS stuff! then had ice cream. there were like less than 10 asian people there (counting myself and my parents). lol
there was a moment when me dad was kind of mean to the waitress when he asked her if they served pork hock. and she said that she never heard of it and then asked if it was ’shank’. and he totally gave her an attitude. ah, he’s so grumpy these days. it’s pretty annoying and it puts my mom into a bad mood as well. so she gave us a shitty table near this noisy family. but i thought it was okay because we don’t really talk during dinner, so it was nice to have some noise for once.
so we left at around 9 AM and got there at around 12… stayed until 3. and came back at around 6. i slept the whole way back and then came home and slept until 8 PM. then i wrote a paragraph for homework and did more college stuff. no joke.
my friend has a totally dramatic ass life right now! crazy! her exbf from sanfran came up to see her and try to get her back. and he’s the immature type who doesn’t want her to leave him because she listed herself in a relationship with this other guy to get him off her back. but he’s stubborn and clingy and lied to her about cutting himself. and the other day, she came to my house (she drove his car) and she told him to go back to his hotel and she’d take the bus. but he stayed out there the WHOLE TIME. and he called her and told her he was outside.
she’s actually hella annoyed with this guy, but she doesn’t want to push him away because he might do something WHACK.
also, to many asian people. it’s a very importante holiday right now: MOONCAKE DAY! hahaha. sike. it’s the mid-autumn fest. and i celebrated it by going to leavenworth. lol but seriously. we don’t really celebrate it now-a-days because my family is kind of fucked up in the aspect of take-and-take. like most chinese people, they’re fucking greedy. and my mom and my aunt are totally not like that. and they’re the ones who WOULD take initiative to put something together. but the rest of the family are unappreciative and whine like stupid people. so, yeah. nothing really happens. which is totally okay.
anyway, it’s 2:30 AM right now. even though i slept hella, i gotta go.
wow. 960 words. later peepz.